I have started a new job three months ago. It’s been going well so far. I already have a routine, I’ve been warming up to people since my trial is now over. So, no anxieties for getting attached to people and routines prematurely. However, it’s not all sunshines and giggles.
I still struggle sometimes, mainly because this job is actually proper. No unpaid work after working hours, no cold people, no bitchy bosses and no too much overwork that you feel like you’re suffocating.
I admit that it’s not a job that I want to build a career exactly, but it’s closer and it’s somewhat simple and direct, that’s why I feel like I can work on something, or build something around it.
My boss may be the best boss that I’ve ever worked with. He doesn’t get angry. Even when he criticizes negatively, he doesn’t lose his temper. *knocks wood* My colleagues are okay, I have so minor problems with some of them that I don’t even obsess over it when something annoying happens. And the ones that I completely get along with are the best as well. I feel like this is what a job should be like. Before, I worked at so shitty jobs that, now that I work at a somewhat normal environment, I feel alienated. I think this is one of the reasons that I’m still somewhat lonely.
Yes, I get along with most people, but I don’t have closer friendships. Actually, scratch that. I don’t have friendships, period. There are two or three people that I talk more than the rest, but even with them, I’m mostly thirdwheeling. Because they’ve known each other much longer than I have. And that’s okay.
I already have a small crush on someone, but I’m not letting it affect me or my actions. I’m somewhat reserved towards him and we don’t usually work together a lot which makes it easier for me. I don’t know what will happen in the future, but probably, nothing will happen since I don’t want it and also since he walks around like he’s too cool for school. It’s annoying, but it’s also one of the reasons that I’m attracted to him. Apparently, I have a type. I like snooty people.
My paid account is ending in 10 days, so I’ll be back to having wordpress.com to my website address. I haven’t decided whether I’ll renew my paid membership or not. I feel like I don’t need to. Because I don’t use this place too often and when I do, it’s for the simple stuff. I don’t need a paid membership. Yes, paceyringwald.com is a dope address, but since I’m the only nerd who conjoined those two names, I’m almost certain that noone will use the website address. Fingers crossed.
Having said that, I should post more often. Actually, I should post. XD I’m being lazy, I should be more proactive.
So, this is a post.
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